£220

I am stuffed. The job I thought I had, that involved getting rid of my children to look after someone elses - is no longer.

I have spent several hours looking at local jobs that will accomodate the needs of several offspring and cover the costs involved. I draw the line at dirty phonecalls. Admitedly, it is £15 per hour but the long term effect would render it not worth it. I would despise men for the rest of my life.

This is tricky.

I may need to kill myself.