Just occassionaly my veneer gets a bolt form the blue that causes so much unexpected hurt that it actually makes me want to vomit. It's an irrational response to stuff that is no longer relevent but its unaddressed. Unaddressed because I will simply never understand why anyone would want to cause someone pain.
Wouldn't life just be peachy if everyone that came into your life had integrity. It's not rocket science - the thing is that if you treat people kindly, you don't damage them. If you treat people kindly, you may hurt them but you don't mess with their head.
And yet it seems the hardest thing in the world, since on the whole - most of us walk around in denial about the impact we have on those that we meet. Perhaps if we lived in a society whhich was founded on giving rather than taking- perhaps it would less of an issue,
I am running out of inner strength